happy new year to us~~~

SOMETIMES........i just want some motivations. i'm ordinary person. sometimes have positive thinking toward all difficulties and tests that have given by ALLAH. but sometimes, when it turn worst, i cannot hold it anymore. i just need some encouragement and advice about SABAR and TAWAKAL. i'm not intentionally blaming others. but....... 
i'm tired of these. may i have some affections, so that i'll think that this feeling is only temporary? perhaps YES. these all will be ended. what i need is, to SABAR and DUA. ZIKR and pay attention on your IMAN. it is decreasing...i just need a word to be strong. i just need a word to be patient. i just need a word to relieve from my stress. I'M ONLY A HUMAN..I JUST NEED THAT..

ahh! i'm giving motivation to myself..SOMETIMES, this is better. yes..SOMETIMES..

i feel little bit relieve now. maybe i wrote it on typing. and there is no feedback. alhamdulilah.. but, i never want to hurt anybody. because i love all..I hope we can make a new determination after the new year ... I hope with a new resolve, we will be more enthusiasm in the face of trials and obstacles that come ...HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011..